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Tuesday, 11 July 2017

08:14

Apron Strings (prologue)

​The car jiggled like a bag of coins. Its bits and pieces held together by an unseen force, getting home was a prayer. He had traveled back to the village, a journey of about seven hours by road, which was the only means he could afford. Mama had called about a week ago telling him to come back immediately. 'What if papa was sick and about to die?'  He had thought. He did not have enough money to sponsor the kind of ceremony his family will require of him as the first son. He had rushed to Enugu by the 'early morning bus' and was surprised to see mama welcome him with smiles, ' nothing is wrong with papa' he thought happily to himself. There was a girl there, in the small welcoming party, he was not sure.

     Small electric fans whirring in the front seat, the driver's wise substitute for air conditioning added a certain melody to the noise the car made. The sound brought him out of his reverie, he looked out the window at the paved roads. The car was speeding across the horizon, but the sun in its setting glory chased, riding gloriously on a stallion made of cloud. Then, it slowed and the stallion faded slowly, and night started to fall.  He adjusted himself on the seat he had paid a relatively huge amount of money for, in order to be comfortable. He was dozing now.

  The car hit a pot-hole, his eyes flew open. He thought again as he rubbed his eyes, like that would ease the stress, Mama wanted him in Enugu in such a hurry because she had 'found' him a wife. She had everything planned, the wedding, food and the bride. She wanted him to meet Nneka before their 'marriage rites' were properly conducted. He had laughed so hard  during their introduction to one another, that the girl was embarrassed. Nneka was a beauty to behold, she seemed warm at heart but her eyes were what caught his attention. She did this thing with her eyes that he could not explain, well, the eyes are a mirror to the soul and he was almost satisfied with what he had glimpsed throughout his three- day Stay. 

Edafe was not taking chances, he did not want to end up like his friend, Kingsley. Kingsley had fallen for the beauty, charming smile and the seemingly warm heart his mother 'found' him and he had married her. He endures a different kind of hell each day.

  He yawned loudly as the driver announced his stop. Well, he got home in one piece. His prayer, answered, with unsettling peace.

08:11

The girl reading the letter

​'It's a stupid idea to think you can go against your father's wish' her mother had said to her about a year ago. 'Well, he is not the boss of me and I will live my life as I please' she objected.' You know nothing of the length he would go to prove his point and get his way' her mother had said as she sat down with her cup of tea and sipped a little.

The girl rolled her eyes and walked out of the den, it was almost time, she thought as she went up to her room. She waited patiently for the stones to hit her window, the one that was on the east of the castle, as she finished the embroidery on the handkerchief. It was a gift for Henry.

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      Two, she opened the window and smiled. A chiseled face framed with medium length dark hair smiled back, that familiar smile that has been the subject of dreams, her dreams. Father has no idea what love is, she thought as she gathered her skirts and skipped down the flight of stairs to the castle grounds.

She had taken a walk with Henry.  Father had watched with a frown.They went through the garden, talking about their life together and what the future holds. Henry knew she loved white lilies, he had plucked one and put it in her long hair. The creamy white, a perfect blend to her copper colored hair. They smelled the perfect red roses mother had primed so well, then he told her he had to go to the capital to learn a trade for a year, as his father had commanded, but he promised to write weekly. 

 The first week had passed without any letter coming forth and she was worried, but it did come in the second week. Father made frequent trips to the capital, her letters were more frequent until the last three months. She had just received a letter from the postman, she ran upstairs to her room. As she started to read the letter, the embroided hankerchief fell out, her smile disappeared.

Mother was right.

Mother was always right.

08:05

Come a little closer

​      As a Christian, there are times when you feel like you have prayed so much, asked nicely, then vehemently, yet, nothing seems to be happening. Answers seem to be faraway. Even if you are not a believer; there are times when we think deeply about some ideas, do some serious research and we still do not find the satisfaction either in the answers we get or the deafening silence that meets our raised hopes and expectations.

      I want to talk,

      Quiet your wandering mind.

      Please listen,

      I want to give directions.
      I want to lead,

      Focus your wandering eye.

      Please follow,

      I want to give directions.
      I want to protect,

      Calm your fearful heart.

      Please allow,

      I want to give directions.

    God just wants to talk to us. I heard this quote ' God seems so far away... Guess who moved?' Yes, we moved. Yes, we allowed ourselves to be swayed by the world. Well, he understands and he just wants you back home already.

                                                               Love,

                                                               Ayodeji.

PS: if you encounter ( or you are going through) this difficulty, you are not alone and you can share your story in the comment section. Let's talk.:)

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07:54

I am not beautiful

​I am not beautiful.

So, I sought out ways, by whatever standard, to fulfill my utmost desire, to be beautiful. There was a vacuum that could not be filled by anything else; be it money, fame, attention, or power, only the deep desire to be beautiful. I want to be beautiful.  
Looking through the window,down at her.

She was where usually sat, with her friends. She was laughing.

How can someone be so beautiful?

  I did not know 

  I did not notice 

  Someone staring at me,

  thinking, how can someone be so beautiful, and graceful too?

The search for beauty will be my undoing and then...

It was.

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07:44

Welcome to my blog

We long for several things whilst growing up most of which are just fantasies. All In a bid to carve a niche for ourselves In this large world. At this point in our lives we become so inquisitive, we want to know the meaning being everything. As time goes on our eyes open wide to the truth that the world is far beyond those childhood fantasies.

     As a little girl, I wrote silly short stories about castles and princes (thanks to Disney). But as I grew older and gained understanding I knew I loved to write and slowly developed myself. I have been waiting for the perfect time to start to share my stories and thoughts with the world and truly inspire people (one at a time), but, time can never be perfect so, I am making this time perfect.

     Nikeeffect.WordPress.com, is open to everyone but operated by me, Ayodeji. I`m an engineering student who treats and thinks of herself as a queen and I believe we are all royalty. So, Lets talk and relate on issues that are of interest to us all. Lets go on this wild journey together.:):)